About Me

I am a very shy, lonely person trying to find community online while also sharing things that I love.

Over the years, I've tried posting on several different social media platforms, but I've never been able to stick with anything. I had accounts when I was younger and I was online. However, I was always more of a lurker. When I was really young, I was more comfortable with leaving comments and interacting. I just never got around to posting my own content because I was too busy consuming others' content. I considered sharing stuff, but never had a strong urge to.

Then years later, I suddenly developed this strange fear of being visible online. I could no longer leave comments without anxiously rereading my words for mistakes. I couldn't interact with anyone online. DMs were a nightmare and even just the act of posting became nerve wracking. I deleted an account and from then on, it's been a constant cycle of restarting and rebranding.

I feel like I've gotten better at recognizing when I'm starting to get overwhelmed before it gets to the point where I pull the plug completely. I also feel a bit more comfortable with being visible online. I can't promise that I will remain, but hopefully, I'm able to actually start building something for once.