About Me

Over the years, I've tried posting on several different social media platforms, but I've never been able to stick with anything. I had accounts when I was younger and I was online. However, I was always more of a lurker. When I was really young, I was more comfortable with leaving comments and interacting. I just never got around to posting my own content because I was too busy consuming others' content. I considered sharing stuff, but never had a strong urge to.

Then years later, I suddenly developed this strange fear of being visible online. I could no longer leave comments without anxiously rereading my words for mistakes. I couldn't interact with anyone online. DMs were a nightmare and even just the act of posting became nerve wracking. I deleted an account and from then on, it's been a constant cycle of rebranding. I tried fighting the urge, but I was never able to stop myself from constantly starting over.

Hopefully I'm able to stop this cycle with this site and the other sites that I plan to start posting to. I've figured out ways of recognizing when I get overwhelmed before it happens. I can't promise that I will remain. For all I know, I might delete this site within the first month of making it. However, I'm going to try to stick with it this time.